let’s hope it goes away tonight. Drugging it up.
Down to 4. Everything is set, except housing and I’m waiting on financial aid. I’m really tired of people not emailing me back, emailing me back but not FULLY reading the email I sent them (cause they ask me questions and the answers are in the email I sent) and people backing out. ugh, so stressful. Cross your fingers though, I need something. Aside from that, I just need to enroll in my fall independent study, turn in my 102 final paper and pass that class and I’m good to go. Excited & nervous.
To Do’s for the rest of the quarter:
- OAKS 67 Group presentation
- OAKS 67 Final Paper (5 pages)
- OAKS 73 Revise 7 (of 9) poems for portfolio
- CMMU 102 Literature Review (10-12 pages, 10 sources; extra credit if turned in by June 3rd)
- AMST 127 Project Presentation
- AMST 127 Final Paper (minimum 6 pages)
- AMST 127 in-class final
- AMS 11B last two hw assignments
- AMS 11B final June 8 12pm-3pm
All that and my last few weeks of work to end my Spring quarter. HOLLA!
It’s coming up so fast and I still have HELLA shit to do. Paperwork, papers, financial aid, housing, moving… hella shit. Grinding til it gets done.
It’s refreshing to know that some folks will have your back even though you don’t expect them to, especially in certain situations. Thanks.
After 25+ emails, a handful of phone calls and hours of searching, I still have no housing for NY. I figure the closer I wait to the end of May, I’d find something? Here’s to hoping.
My mind isn’t where it’s supposed to be right now :(. I’m too worried for my own good. And I still kinda sorta wish they gave me a chance. Juss sayin`
In 6 weeks, I will be on a plane to NY beginning my field study and embarking on a new journey for me. These past couple days I have not been able to think about anything else besides New York, working with Youth Onstage and doing what I want to do. I’m excited and yet I’m so freaking nervous. My assignments for CMMU 102 are constantly reminding me that I’m leaving soon for a full 6 months… 6 MONTHS! I’m a Cali girl and look at me going to the east coast for so long. Nonetheless, I am super stoked. There are only 2 things I stay worried about though: money and housing. I’m hoping my housing will pull through soon, so that I won’t have to worry about that, but the money issue… ehhh. I’m just hoping financial aid will give a damn and hook me up and if not, I’m gonna be doing a full-time unpaid internship and hopefully picking up a job while I’m out there (let’s hope financial aid will pull through). But as of now, I’m preparing for everything. I’m buckling down on my classes, picking up some extra shifts and just straight planning.
Things have been happening to me and I can’t help but believe they’re happening to me for a reason. I’m blessed. NY, are you ready for me?
- Mom: Hello?
- Me: Happy Mother's Day ma!
- Mom: Thank you. What did you get me?
- Me: ... uhm.
- Mom: Did you eat?
- Me: Yes.
- Mom: Ok, talk to you later.
- This is usually how the convo goes. I did get my mom something. I sent her flowers that she was supposed to get Friday, but UPS/FedEx is being complicated and said she won't get them until tomorrow. WEAKSAUCE.
Just got out of section for my 102 and I feel like I’m not up to par with that class. It’s just hella difficult to keep up with the assignments especially when the assignments require you to basically know what kind of work you’ll be doing on your field study. I know what work I’ll be doing, just not specifically which is making the assignments that I do for this class so damn difficult. I don’t know. I hope to do better on the future assignments though because there really isn’t any time left for me to fuck up.
I had an early morning, and I’m thinking it’s the meds I’m currently taking, but I’m as awake as can be and ususally I’d want a nap about now. hmm. I should take these meds more often ;)
Motivation Conference 16 begins today! Still I Rise…
Now, I play catch-up.
- CMMU 102 reading + notes for section
- CMMU 102 field notes (typed)
- AMS 11B reading + start HW
- AMST 127D reading
- OAKS 67 2-3pg research paper (ew)
- Clean my room
Let’s do this. BTW, Motivation Conference starts tomorrow. Holla!
Feeling so much better. On the roids though :(, only for a couple days. This means I’m doing HELLA catching up tonight. Sorry drinko de mayo, I will have to pass this year :(.
MC tomorrow :D! woots! I should go eat since I haven’t eaten well in hella days -__-.
Honestly, it comes at the most inconvenient times and holds me back from doing hella shit. When I get a cold, it’s never just a cold, my asthma is always right behind giving me some problems too. I feel like its getting worse cause the last two times I got sick (including this time) I’vs had to go the the hospital because I had an asthma attack. FOr the most part, my cold has subsided, but look what decided to give me a bit more trouble: my asthma. it causes so much trouble and stress, and it makes my body hurt.
- AMST 127D reading
- AMST 127D paper (done and email to professor before noon tomorrow)
- Seminar 2-3 page research paper
- CMMU 102 reading
- CMMU 102 field notes (hand written, then typed)
- Take medicine every 4 hours
- Poem for seminar
I haven’t started yet, but I will get this shit done.
-I need to do homework ‘cause I barely did any of it this weekend.
-I need to do laundry.
-I need to clean my room.
-I need to get better.
ugh. my body is hella hot right now -__-